sometimes , i hope i can multiply myself .
i'm selfish and i'm greedy .
i want the whole wide world but there's only O-N-E me !
i search for everything that i could , just to bring more happiness
to my life . but my selfishness kills many others .
i'm being too naive . i'm super unhappy with myself .
i hated how i treated things , taking so many things and people for
granted . this decision , win or lose it all , lies ahead , with no regrets .
i gave ; i tried ; i fought and then i lost . too much stuffs for me to
handle and i just lose my balance and i fall hard .
i got tired sometimes and i chose not to care AT ALL .
i couldn't control ppl that wants to come in and out of my life .
i'll just let it me . but please don't think as if you can come as
and when you like it . i'll never treat someone as my priority
because i'll always only be their option .
我宁愿一个人 ，什么都不想 ；什么都不要 。
掉的东西不应该捡回 ；失去的东西也不应该挽回 。
okay , i'm gonna sleep soon .
this is just a quick short post to say put 10% of my thoughts .
i don't know why , i lose my blogging mood already .
whenever i wanna update , i turn speechless .
another thing , reader's of this rotten blog ,
i'm gonna make a promise / deal right here right now .
later on , gonna be my LAST DAY CLUBBING !
no more clubs and all until another holiday term .
new blog song : what are words .
say only when you really mean them .
it's for you . and just you (:
silence is golden . goodnights world !
signingoff``
♥JCWS
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