Thursday, March 31, 2011

that's when i hate myself most :/


i had been stressing too much lately .
everything is dyinggggggggggggggggggggg .
seriously i don't know wtf i want .
actually actually actually , no one cares .
i'm too tired , dead tired .
i had been keeping everything real to myself all the time .
i just do not know how to express and no one could
understand even they say they do .

其实 ,昨天我真的很想哭了 。
可是 ,因为我觉得我够坚强 ,我忍了下来 。
没有人会发现和察觉 ,我并没有我想像中坚强 。
有多少人说话会经过大脑 ?
有多少人会发现自己伤害到别人 ?
有多少人会在乎?
有时候 ,我真的想什么都不理 ,一个人就好。
因为往往 ,我觉得最了解我的人 ,根本就不了解 。
每个人都有态度 ,性格 。 如果你不能接受 ,就请你
离开 。我不会留 ,也不会多问 。如果你觉得我对你不
够好 ,还是在利用 ,欺负你 ,也请你离开 。
不要给我你的态度 ,因为你必须知道 ,没有你 ,
我也可以很开心快乐 。

everyday , i'm just trying to make myself tired .
so whenever my head lie on my pillow , i wouldn't think much
and eventually fall asleep fast . i don't wanna think any longer .
just let nature take it course . everything is not a mistake but my
choice . everything is not wrong but my time crash .
i'm tired . i'm not gonna think . be it with or without , i'll still
be fineeeeeeeeeeeee (:

school sucksssssssssssssss !
i'd lost all interest because i don't understand a single shit :<




我累了。
goodnight earthlings .

signingoff``
♥JCWS

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