think of me , i'll be at the top just watching you fall .

looking up at the big blue sky ,
i thought of many things that i've never appreciate .
the beauty of the world .
how fortunate am i .
how great life could be .
and , all i felt about it , was so sucks .
how i took so much things for granted .
every single shit around me .
i would rather be alone .

first of all , i changed my blog song .
i've been listening since dont know when .
this song is so true and i love it ttm .
you know , the reason of changing it to this song
was .... for those who had took me for granted .
i wouldn't be stupid anymore .
in the past , think of me when you're bored ; when you need.
but the present , think of me when you fall .
you'll just be sorry that i'm not around .
i defended , i battled , i fought .
you're the one unappreciated all the things .
i dont know how to act or what to say .
but i know i've had enough .
it just the matter of time . sooner or later .

okay , i'm sleepily tired . but i just couldnt have peace
to sleep . i'm missing you now .
okay , i need rest now , if not another off tmrw again .
i miss LH . had a lil prayer . hope things would be better for LH .
nobody cares but i do . always remember my dearest .
i'll remeber you , never forget you .

sometimes i hope you wouldn't think so much .
dont assume , dont make wild-guesses .
because , i do miss you as well .

goodnight world .
i hope later on , nothing would affect me anymore .
please , i just want to ignore the world .

signingoff``
♥JCWS